Remus' heart was hammering hard and fast. Nah, we might get copyrighted, Sirius shrugged, and Remus barked a laugh. Harry Potter Short Stories Hogwarts Pregnancy Teen Pregnancy. He took the phone from Regulus. I think so, Sirius answered, and he found himself really very grateful that there was someone here with him to say things out loud to, because usually hed just be saying it to himself, and left to his own devices here he was pretty sure hed talk himself into a severe panic that would be helpful to neither of them. just then as though he could help it. it's been really amazing to hear that these boys mean as much to you as they do to me. Thats what I thought, Sirius nodded. 2022. Harry had started calling for him, going calling for Time always felt agonizingly slow during these ones. June 1996. Regulus insisted. pq. Hed done something wrong. He needed to calm down. Remus had said, and said again, and said again, And this was the thing, though; the difference between, felt infinite it felt safe. Put me on my side, What was the before? This times just different. . " . Its okay. Hows the headache?. Okay, he cut her off. now, werent they? That was the only instruction. Remus had told Sirius that he never remembered much of it, only maybe right at the beginning and right at the end, but sometimes it was like blinking and it was over. Hello, this is the ambulance service, Thats all it had beensomething simple, congestion, body aches, a sinus infection at worst. hed probably worried them sick. At two minutes and forty-seven seconds, the convulsions came back. What was next? It was mostly just crackers and ginger-ale and. "Yeah, I can yeah," Sirius muttered, and he pressed two fingers against Remus' throat. His breathing was becoming choked. Copyrighted? Okay. Oh, He handed Remus medical binder to someone. I know that. His hands were shaking. A low fever, a few less hours of sleep, a bit of anxiety over missing work. He still wasn't breathing. Heroes Sirius Black Sirius Black has woken night after night to the screams of one of his best friends, (YN) Potter. He soundlessly locked the door again, and straightened up. Sirius, is he awake or aware of his surroundings?. Have a snack, kiddo, Ill be back in a sec.. The end of the stick lit up, making his face visible through the darkness. "You'll have to let them in, love," You taking a second to catch your breath doesnt delay that. Nothing ever made this easier. Replied the invisible blob. until bad things could happen, and the Sirius swallowed. Sirius traced a finger down one of the fine white lines still visible on Harry's face.. Sirius traced a finger down one of the fine white lines still visible on Harry's face.. harry potter fanfiction harry dies in front of sirius, Fanfiction-Suche Fanfics / Fanfictions de Harry Potter de todos os gneros She writes as Librasmile or Tenthsun on Archive of Our Own Jan 2, 2021 - Explore . "I don't want to leave him," Sirius choked. oil There were, They couldnt just skip them, they couldnt. Harry and Draco are in the process of adopting a son when they find out Harry is pregnant. That was normal. Notifications started popping up, and Harry was babbling louder now, calling You could spend hours thinking about all the ways this could play out, but its not going to help anyone. He was sick, right?, It was just a cold, Sirius shook his head. Probably, Sirius agreed, taking the box out. was the right word, but he envied that in a way. Regulus texted back first while Sirius was halfway through writing his next message, something about how Harry couldnt come with them in the ambulance It was laying next to his head. Keep breathing, he said. Regulus lived the closest out of any of them. Sirius wiped at his eyes with the back of his wrist and picked up his phone with shaking fingers, trying to get back to the stopwatch. Dont stick anything in my mouth. It was grounding. "It's alright. His phone was next to the sink, and he grabbed it, messing up his passcode twice before he finally managed to unlock it and click on the timer app. and becoming more insistent because he was awake and he was hungry and he didnt know what had happened, because he was just a kid, but the noise made pressure build behind Sirius eyes. His neck was starting to tense, his chin jutting forward, shoulders curling in, and it didnt make sense. Wouldnt you like to know, pretty boy. He took some peas out of the freezer to start thawing. Sirius started deleting his text to answer the question, but another from Regulus interrupted him, he thought. 7. . And something felt terrible about the waiting, then, after. He could have done that, he thought. Although he was the heir of the House of Black, Sirius disagreed with his family&x27;s belief in blood purity and defied tradition when he was Sorted. No, Sirius blurted out almost insistently, and then the reality of it all hit him at once, and he felt like ice was running through his veins. Remus made a noise in the back of his throat and Sirius could feel it through his fingers. He was just stiff, all of his muscles tensed and trembling and locked in place, and Sirius wanted to hold him or cradle him against his chest or shake him and tell him to wake up, to breathe, to stop. . 102 guests loud house fanfiction different lincoln; goose parade netherlands. . Remus sort of puttered about his life as usual, sniffling every so often and huffing just a little bit more when he had to stand or sit. And Sirius had to think it was worse, knowing his past so well, because now his mind was pointing out all of the differences, here. He forced himself to his feet, steadying himself on the counter, looking around the room for something that would spur him into motion, some indication of where to, He needed to get Harry. so i decided to split this into two parts! Think, But they were past that Theyll help him. Somethings he blew out a breath. Shell understand.. I know, I know, but look, its blue! Sirius held out the bottle to Remus, and Remus made a little, sound and took it from him. grape.. Remus had knocked a stool over when he fell. If you proceed you have agreed that you are willing to see such content. The result is this story. which, yes, means a bit of a cliffhanger. Four minutes didn't have that one minute buffer. Good. Remus and Sirius finally dropped their hands to their sides as they noticed that Harry could hardly breathe and didn&x27;t want to take the chance of Voldemort acting of his threat. He mightve hit his head, and he was sickit wasnt normal. His skin was still hot and dry, and even without taking his temperature, Sirius could tell his temperature hadnt gone down since that morning. When Harry's spell finally hit him, the Dark Lord died. I did not sleep with that wizard! He was insistent about it, like somehow the simplicity of that statement would undo the chaos that had come before this. the operator instructed. It wasn't difficult. You said hes having a seizure?, Yeah, Sirius managed. Harry houses for rent in ellijay, ga. ann reinking autopsy results. Love is a deep, powerful, and ineffable emotion of attachment to, and affection for, another being or beings other than oneself. I need to call his mum, Sirius echoed. I think if you have to ask, you mightve gotten there already, Moons, Sirius said sadly. Remus would say. and ooh! Gatorade? One of us can bring you stuff from here if you need it.. This work could have adult content. It doesn&x27;t help that Harry&x27;s most recent visit with Voldemort has left him more scarred than anything before "Twice Harry Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows is a fantasy novel written by British author J Niether Remus or Sirius dies "Ok, Firstly I want Sirius, Remus, Minevra and Hermione here a "Ok, Firstly I want Sirius, Remus, Minevra and. He often dropped by just to say hello when he felt like it. He needed to call Regulus. Sirius hands were still shaking, and he couldnt quite see straight. Gatorades . Remus made another noise like a moan. The breath punched out of Remus lungs all at once with a strangled sort of shout, the way it always did when he was about to hit the worst of it, when his breath was about to become strained and thin and painful, and with that awful, thready moan, Sirius mind seemed to snap into place. Sirius held his breath, running his thumb over Remus' cheek and jaw, and Remus squeezed his eyes shut harder, stretching his fingers out and clawing through the air. He watched, and he waited, and he forced himself to calm down, to handle this the same as any other seizure. papa sports-drink, That was normal. Okay. started ringing in Sirius ears. Should he call it at four and a half minutes, so that it would give him time to say, on the phone, it's been five minutes? He said it softly, like a statement, almost casually- so casually that Sirius turned expecting him to ask something about what they were having for dinner, or telling him he wanted honey in his tea, or complain about how off brand sports-drink didn't taste as good as Gatorade. He couldn&x27;t even believe he was arguing with the beaming nutter in front of him. He needed to handle this. Accept Reject He needed to get up. minutes to call an ambulance, what if it was too late? At a minute and thirty-three, or a minute and fifty-three, really, if you counted that extra twenty seconds, Remus breaths became rare, shallow, inhales and exhales only every so often, like it was an afterthought in his body. He wished hed told him to sit back down, to stay on the couch, to lie down and rest. was important. He put the kettle under the tap and started filling it. Sirius was seeing stars. Five minutes and three seconds, he explained. what-ifs. But her tone. . Hes breathing, but its not hes he shook himself. But if you waaaaant you can follow me on tik tok for more "live updates" ;) @third_crow. This wasnt normal. i know this one is heavy, but i'd love to hear your thoughts on what parts resonated or made you feel things your comments mean so much to me, especially in this series. Labor of Love - Chapter 1 - QueenyMidas - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling He still wasn't breathing. to. 23. . 31 July 1980) was an English half-blood wizard, and one of the most famous wizards of modern times. He pulled off his sweater and laid it out under Remus head as carefully as he could without touching him and then glanced at the stopwatch. He wished hed convinced Remus it was okay to take a stronger cold medicine. He read the back. I think weve got something with melatonin. Because if there was danger right then, maybe it should be a four minute rule so that there was at least a minute for the dispatcher to send the ambulance and get it there in time for five minutes? he wanted to say. It made it better for both of them, really. Its been five he pulled the phone from his ear, and put it on speaker, checking the timer app again. It was at four minutes that Sirius' stomach began to feel tight. He shoved the barstool off to the side, far from Remus face, and some far corner of his mind wondered if Remus had hit his head when he dropped. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no That was I feel like the tin man.. Okay, Sirius murmured. It made him shiver. I know that. It hadnt even been that bad. Les livres et le script de la pice ont t. . Love is a deep, powerful, and ineffable emotion of attachment to, and affection for, another being or beings other than oneself. " Harry, Ron, Hermione, and Neville all find themselves searching for answers in a dawning Age of Warlocks - an age in which powerful wizards are trophies for godlike beings, coveted pawns in a high-stakes inter-dimensional game of chess. Regulus put his hand on Sirius' shoulder, holding him in place, and Sirius felt himself getting frustrated. Hagrid, shocked and angry, moved to intercept the boy. Harry couldnt ride in the ambulance with them, and Sirius couldnt leave Harry home. Absentmindedly, Sirius wondered if this was how Marlene felt all that time ago, the day that Sirius had asked Remus out to dinner. Okay, Regulus sighed softly, and Sirius realized belatedly that they had the same tendency to say Fuck. Sirius swallowed. Lovely, Remus sighed. Mentions of abuse Mentions of abuse He gets abused, tormented, and has fallen into a deep depression harry potter fanfiction snape sees scars on harry, harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius, During a break from testing in their fifth year, the group of Gryffindor friends known as the Marauders - James Potter, Remus Lupin. she said. Remus hadnt gotten an aura. Remus lamented. And then they were gone, and they closed the door behind them, and Sirius was alone in the space between the kitchen and the living room standing with his hands in front of him like he was reaching for something, but nothing was there. What what do I", "No, it's he's" Sirius forced himself to let go of Remus' hand as his arm jerked back, his elbows tucking in close to his stomach. Like the year before, Iris flew out before receiving an answer. Hello, Sirius, . Regulus put his hands on either side of Sirius face, and his fingers were freezing. , and then as soon as it was four minutes and one second, there were only fifty nine seconds left, and then less and less and less. So if the seizure continued right until the ambulance got there, it wouldn't be five minutes long, it would be, say, five minutes plus however much time it took the ambulance to get there, and then if Remus didnt stop, it would be. As they Apparate out of the 5th Year Gryffindor Dormitory he faints. sounds like something good for the immune system, he shrugged. Saltines Remus? Everything felt so quiet, now. He was panting hard, still, like he was trying to catch his breath. Weve got Sirius muttered, turning back to the drawer. Nothing, he sighed. "Who is it" he asked. " Remus pursed his lips. . Sirius sat on a barstool, resting his elbows against the cold granite. Just a minute ago, it had been so loud, and now it was so quiet. He was insistent about it, like somehow the simplicity of that statement would undo the chaos that had come before this. Hed had a seizure like this then, one that landed him in the hospital. gonna come sue me for mislabeling merchandise?, You never know, Sirius said ominously. Okay, he repeated, and found his way to Hopes number, his thumb hovering over the button. the message said. Thats normal, too, Sirius didnt think hed bitten his tongue, not yet at least. At three minutes, thirty-seven seconds, it seemed like it was slowing, but then it wasn't, and there was another one of those terrible choked sounds those were the worst, Sirius thought. He called 999 at four minutes and thirty seven seconds. Okay. Theyd skipped the aura, the sense of dread, the metal taste. Four minutes was only sixty seconds from danger, which had no. 1 It gives those who experience it the. He wanted to cut this out of his memory as well, if he could. . Someone told him the name of the hospital they were going to, and then they wrote it down on a sticky note for him because his hands were shaking too hard to write it himself. 2022. Their chests collided hard enough that it knocked the wind out of him. I need to Keep breathing, he said. . A million. Sirius tried to do the math in his head of how long the seizure had lasted, then, or how long it had been since it stopped, but the stopwatch was still going from before since he hadnt paused it, and all the numbers had started swirling around in his head. Each sip whispered of silence, each swallow another step closer to. Remus had told Sirius he was pretty sure hed caught it from some lady whod sneezed on him at the caf, and as disgusting as that sounded, Remus had just laughed it off. very brief mention of a needle. Call 999. Handle it. Pansy Parkinson/Original Female Character, Original Female Character of Color - Character. . He missed the button at least three times before he got it to reset and start. It was too fast. He'll be alright. Before. They had little fun facts on the lids, Sirius recalled. One night while out on the grounds of Hogwarts, Remus smells the s of his mate and fallows it Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "I thought you were going to buy me a present Missing POA moment - Remus sees Harry. At three minutes, twelve seconds, Remus lungs seized up again, and when he exhaled, it wouldnt go back in. If I could help you with that, I would, Sirius said. Remus convulsed. He felt sick. Remus made another noise like a moan. the operator asked, and Sirius jumped. Theyd skipped clearing the areabut he could do that now, right? done what-if. -R. Lupin. Off brand sports-drink? Okay. He hit four the operator asked, and Sirius startled a little, forgetting she was still listening. it's been so genuinely touching to hear from you all and hear that this really hit you in such personal ways. Harry Potter and the Stargate - linffn(13052799) Remus wasn't fast enough, Sirius lives, Harry goes through. Join Harry as life as he knows it is turned upside down. . Harry looked up to him questionably but kept silent as his godfather hadn&39;t given the safe word yet; their lessons drilled into him well. Harry whined, finding himself suddenly in a halter top, blonde, curly wig and knee high boots with fishnets and short shorts. When the story made the prophet, the boy would be politically untouchable. From behind the cracked door across the living room, he heard Harry starting to wake from his nap. &0183;&32;With Sirius in safe hands, James took a moment to take several deep breaths; determinedly avoiding the covered up bodies nearby before turning, intent to make his way upstairs so he could begin combing the house in search for his son. That was it. Second, as always, I only write happy endings, but this fic will discuss a lot about fear and recovery when dealing with chronic health conditions from different perspectives. minutes seizing, and ten minutes where Sirius felt like his whole world was stuttering to a stop. He didnt even get an aura., It was probably just everything all at once, Regulus sighed. Can youcan you stay on the phone? he asked. And stupidly, insistently, his memory reminded him that he'd pressed a kiss there earlier that day. It wasn't dangerous yet. Oh, fuck, he muttered. It was very cute. Im not Was it even accurate now? Sirius couldnt make his thoughts catch up to the reality that was in front of him, the reality that Remus had dropped like a rock and gone straight into it, no warning, no aura, no nothing;there and then gone. Sirius talked to him, because it made it better, even if Remus wouldnt remember it. They waited for a long, tense second, and then another, and then finally it seemed like Remus' jerking got loose, almost lazy, his head lolling, and he took a strained, thready breath in. How else was one to learn that carrots were good for the eyes, or bananas helped digestion, or sweet potatoes were good for your immune system? Kind of. His back arched. Just a minute ago, it had been so loud, and now it was so quiet. If it looked like this. His whole body violently shook in Voldemort&39;s arms. Sirius, is he awake or aware of his surroundings? Alright, Moony, he said, a strange sort of determination entering his voice. Sirius couldnt make his thoughts catch up to the reality that was in front of him, the reality that Remus had dropped like a rock and gone straight into it, no warning, no aura, no nothing;there and then gone. Cause of Death: After Harry and his friends destroyed all the Horcruxes, Harry enters a final duel with a weakened Voldemort. He was worrying himself sick. 7. harry potter fanfiction. If I knew youd be so upset about The seconds started ticking up. Someone was calling him again. harry dies in sirius arms fanfiction harry dies in sirius arms fanfiction Home Realizacje i porady Bez kategorii harry dies in sirius arms fanfiction Can youcan you stay on the phone? he asked. Cheers. He made a toasting motion and took a bite of his cracker. we'll have our serious moments and also our fluffy moments <3 i promise. No content pre-moving in with the potters sirius black x fem any-house. He exclaimed, smiling. His arms jerked and stilled, and his face twitched, but his eyes were still rolled back. he asked cautiously, but Remus' eyes were still half-lidded and rolled up into his head, and his breathing was fast and shallow, but it was slowly deepening like he was panting after a run. He heard a sound, but it wasnt Remus. Complete Ranking of the Major Deaths in the 'Harry Potter' Series - Insider When Sirius was sick, he made it. That must be it, right? Calm down, moo-ey &0183;&32;Search Harry Potter Fanfiction Remus Meets Harry. Sirius cut himself off, though, because Remus arms suddenly went slack from where they were locked over his body before, and his chest jolted once, twice, stilled, and then he. Any fics where Harry follows Sirius through the veil? It&x27;s Sirius, who, despite all his fierce love towards his godson, looks at Harry and can&x27;t help but see rather more of James than there is. Suddenly he regretted messaging so many people at once. Twenty seconds to be safe. Hed gotten to three and a half, and three and a half was okay, but now he was at four. Good. Hey, Moony? Hes with people who can help, Regulus nodded assuredly. It really, Just talk to me, I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. Breathe, It didnt make sense. The victory is extremely hollow, however; the war has directly or. Youre okay, Moons, its alright. He wiped his hand over his face, trying to unwind the tightness that was gripping his heart. Its okay. Sirius didnt think hed bitten his tongue, not yet at least. Harry's disarming spell had the power to beat the Dark Wizard, in part, because Harry was the true owner of the powerful Elder Wand, which Voldemort was using. I need to, he urged himself. didnt matter, because Remus wasnt breathing, and he wasnt answering, and he wasnt stopping. By: KusanoSaku. he huffed, waving a cracker in his fingers. He pulled off his sweater and laid it out under Remus head as carefully as he could without touching him and then glanced at the stopwatch. The second, hed called for James once when he nearly knocked himself out playing football in high school after colliding with another player. He should have done this first, should have started the timer right away. Kind of. It was mostly just crackers and ginger-ale and And now Sirius had to call his mum and explain how her son had to be carted away in an ambulance because he wasnt getting enough oxygen for the past however-many minutes. its alright Remus would say. But he realized now how complicated this was. Browse through and read tortured harry potter fanfiction stories and books. 4. Its normal. It wasn't dangerous yet, because it was a minute, Four minutes was different. Remus, can you hear me?. There were a thousand things Sirius wished hed done differently that day. Remus groaned, tipping his head back so it was leaning against the back of the couch. Harry potter fanfiction harry tortured in front of sirius When confronted with the information about Voldemort being back and targeting muggles, the muggle government didn't just roll over. No follow up, no guide, no answers. And I need okay. His thoughts were slowly lining up. Open your eyes.". He heard a siren, and he knew that was a good thing, he really did, but it made him nauseated. You got him help. He said it with such certainty that Sirius found himself believing him. Sirius shot his hand out to grip the forearm of the EMT who was nearest to him because he needed to hold onto something or he'd collapse right then and there. Hes breathing weird, Sirius found himself saying, but his voice sounded like someone elses. Sirius caught one of his hands in his own. He rattled off their address nonetheless and then confirmed it when she read it back to him, listed his phone number, confirmed that as well. made Sirius feel just a bit less tense. I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. Theres two nearby, theyve both been dispatched,. He thought about the texts hed sent; "Yeah, I'm I'm" he couldn't finish a sentence. How how long? Sirius asked. Remus had told Sirius he was pretty sure hed caught it from some lady whod sneezed on him at the caf, and as disgusting as that sounded, Remus had just laughed it off. A million things he wished hed done differently. Im pointing out the flaw in stocking., They had Gatorade, Sirius noted, it was just Regulus texted back first while Sirius was halfway through writing his next message, something about how Harry couldnt come with them in the ambulance, the message said. Remus Lupin explains to Harry that a change in the shape of a Patronus can happen due to a large shock - in this case, it was probably the death of her cousin Sirius, that caused the change. was, because he was still wailing as loud as his little lungs would let him from his bedroom. He wondered whether he would be able to perform a proper Cruciatis Curse on Wormtail if they found him. Remus smiled, shaking his head. Its been five he pulled the phone from his ear, and put it on speaker, checking the timer app again. Sirius pinched himself just to be sure this was all real. . Which service do you need? A million the operator said. Do you want tea? LF fanfiction that has Harry break down from Sirius dying When the Hogwarts letters go out in 1991, Harry Potter doesn&x27;t receive one. Thanks. He pressed the heels of his palms against his eyes. 4. If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. Regulus insisted. What, he whispered, are you doing here Sirius looked pained for a second, and then he blinked, and that stupid, cocky smile lit up his face once more. What what do I even, It was just a cold, Sirius shook his head. Bellatrix had tortured Harry to the point that he was unrecognisable and Sirius didn&x27;t have a clue how to help Harry get over something like that. He needed to handle this. There was saliva and blood pooling under his cheek. Right? Regulus was here, and he wasnt alone, and he could do this, because he was, because he was still wailing as loud as his little lungs would let him from his bedroom. Regulus was here, and he wasnt alone, and he could do this, because he. 27. Cant we just call it what to say at a ptsd exam; . 1. 1. helluva boss male oc fanfiction; time management ppt with activities; pcie bifurcation riser mining; WORD OF THE DAY. "It's okay," Sirius said as confidently as he could. Some terrible, critical part in the back of his head said this was because of him. "It's it's really fast, though, is that", "That's okay," &0183;&32;Harry snapped angrily. Tell him to get Euphemia to stop calling Sirius, Ill ring her in a minute, Regulus added. Harry Potter is the Heir to the House of Black. How he ever thought he would be able to drive himself to the hospital was lost on him. Its okay, Sirius said again, because he had to. . Just after 4 in the morning a shockwave rippled through the magical world. 5. breathed. upset, Moony? Someone asked if Sirius was coming with them, and he didnt really know whod asked it, so he found himself sort of answering the question to the room, that no, he couldnt, that he was waiting for his brother to come watch Harryand no one had questions about who. Lets call Hope.. That was, Fuck, Sirius cursed again, jumping to his feet so fast he nearly tripped. H/LL. This year, Thea looked down at her husband where he slept undisturbed by owls and wars, and she shivered. He realized he hadnt seen if Remus had hit his head. There was the whole "and" there to buffer any fear he felt. Sirius thought. Dont move him while hes still seizing. . He opened the calendar by accident first, and then fumbled and tapped a text notification that popped up, and then finally switched to the timer. gesture. That was the only instruction. He put his hand against Remus cheek, and it was awful how hot his fever was. Okay, Sirius murmured. This wasnt normal. He could feel Regulus heart hammering as well. . Its okay. he huffed. . Acting purely on rage alone, Sirius charged forward, growling, and slammed into Voldemort. Just gone and made sure Harry was okay. Youre okay, Moons, its alright. He wiped his hand over his face, trying to unwind the tightness that was gripping his heart.